I miss Davey like you would not believe. That boy was the other half of my life, and I'm feeling really empty without him. I know I gotta keep moving on and be the strong person I know I was born to be, but fuck, it hurts. I have gone through three painful relationships in the last ten years, which isn't that fantastic on anyone's part, but it hurts.

Alexandria was my wife for about five years before she betrayed me. Quinn, I fell so hard for him before he ripped himself away. Then Davey.

I don't even know about relationships anymore.

Matt, you're an odd kid. It was definitely a nice afternoon with you.

Dero, let's do something again.

Things are doing alright. When Davey is at his busiest I'm taking care of the baby in his absence. I love that baby more than anything especially when he looks up at me and speaks to me.

I have very little to say lately.

I'd like new friends? 

troubledxjared
 

Davey and I are getting married.

The date is TBA as of now, but everyone here is pretty much invited.

I really need to meet more people...:/

Jared
troubledxjared

Davey and I are doing just as well as always. My work has finally slowed down and now I have time to be with the one man who completes me.

I also have time now for Azri. I know he's not my son, and that fact has been pounded into my head every minute, but when he says dada, and he means me, my heart melts.

I can't wait to meet new people.

troubledxjared

Things have been really amazing in my life right now.
My job has eased up, and I'm able to spend far more time with Davey and Azri.
I love them more than life itself. They are my family and I am just happy pretty much.

For those of you who haven't met me yet, my name is Jared Leto.
I'm thirty-seven (cringes) and engaged to Davey Havok.
Please, talk to me.
And Davey needs to help me dig up all our baby pictures.

troubledxjared

Tonight at dinner Davey asked me to marry him.
I have never been happier in my whole life.
Things are finally making sense.
We're really a beautiful family.

And if anyone else wants to met up, I'm always here.

- Jared
troubledxjared

Well I've been around this trailer park for awhile, but I haven't really gotten to know that many people.
Who am I?
Well I'm Jared Leto.
I'm older than most of you guys.
I am dating Davey Havok, the most amazing man in this entire place.
He has seen to it that his son considers me a father and I adore him for it.

I'd like to meet more people.

IM me at troubledxjared any time.

Things have been good. I really am...happy.

Davey's baby is beautiful, though he is legally blind.

They say he'll recover though, within the year. With luck.

I'm not the best person in the world.
I become absorbed, obsessed
and I fall hard.

- Love Jared.

Davey Havok...

bad things seem to follow you kid.

I was in the hospital with Davey for the last day and a half.
I found him in his trailer, having shot himself.
He's in a coma right now.

I don't know what to say.
He's so much more loved than he knows?

And that it's not fair.
This whole thing has me so shaken.

 Love Jared.

I want to be a parent.

It's not an illogical want. I'm thirty-six years old and out of a marriage that ended childless.

It's a natural want, a natural need.

But...I met a man. Fell in love with him.

And he doesn't want kids.

What do I do honestly?"

Hi.
I'm Jared.

I'm new to the park.
I used to work nearby, as a social worker. Which I've heard several times over will displease several people...but I'm out of work so yeah.

Now I'm here.

Nice meeting you all.

[AIM] TroubledxJared